By: Brittany Eldridge

Like the wind in the distance, it fades away There wasn't a thing that could make you stay

Trapped in your car, all alone, lost your love tonight Your life at the hands of Jesus, you lost the fight

Your body trapped in a car, your body crushed, your soul fled As your heart bled

That night, in disbelief, I felt an unexplainable sensation over my body, like you were alerting me That you were free

Here I am left behind, and the signs that you put here and there, I feel like a little girl in a candy store What's this life for?

The tree I sat against writing in a notebook, as each car passed me by It didn't matter, I would let out a great big cry

The day of your funeral, an Angel came in and knelt before your mother, claiming she stayed with you until the ambulance came This life, it's just not the same

You knew my soul like the back of your hand, I know you're waiting Because in my dream you were stating

My dearest Nicholas, you're forever in my heart Although you told me one night that nothing lasts forever, I had loved you from the start

All that I am left with, is your resting spot and your jackets where your arms used to fit in Sometimes, I'm dying inside, but I grin

I can't wait to run up to your arms again and greet you on the other side I have the image of the moment I had to leave you at the grave, 6ft under Replaying the moments when we once got locked in each other's eyes I lost a piece of myself when you died

A wooden cross marked your life on the side of the road, I tried to make it the most beautiful for you In my heart, I was NEVER ready to let go But I was forced to and was forced to go on Please tell me this is de ja vu I love you

Narrated Version:

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