By: Brittany
Am I being haunted by threats of gaslighting or are these delusions?
Doubting my reality as I'm surrounded by another illusion
Trying to keep the sail going amongst the treachery waters alone
Losing sight of the distance, wondering if anyone knows I'm out here
I was different and disowned
Troubled by the nightmares, woken to the darkness of the night It isn't worth this fight
This isolation to protect from danger, but the impending fear of being caught in a dream
Like my life on a movie reel, I want to scream Is there anyone really there?
Or do they just point, laugh and stare?
Attached because of fear, floating out in this abyss
Get me out of this!