God, it's me again

By: Brittany Eldridge

Lord, I lay here stuck in fetal position

With mental disposition

Severe wounds from my past

Wondering how long this pain will last

I've soothed myself laying here in the darkness on this hard floor

listening of songs that talk about Home, holding onto what's left

As my tears pour

The aches of my body, the disease in my soul

I reach my arms up to You, daughter reaching for Father

Squeeze this sorrow from me Dad, fill this hole

The night, as my heart races confused if they're out to get me

I lay here shaking from anxiety, in only hopes you'll see

Father in Heaven, please rescue me

This world isn't my home, and I feel like a herd of antelopes trampled right over me

Please set me free

I don't know how much more I can crawl

I don't know how much more I can break

I don't know how much more I can cry

I don't know how much more I can ache

God, it's me again

I'm stuck here in fetal position

Please shake me from this nightmare

I'm not Alice in Wonderland

God, it's me again

Narrated Version: https://youtu.be/XQ0g4aBxRZE